.Your Every Hope Lies in the Walls of My Letters.

6:40pm: ...
why did i look at this....

4:57pm: goodbye for the last time.
you know they say true emotions come out when you are drunks...or intoxicated to some extent.

now i'm no saint, but everything i say in hear is said to the individual or an individual of the party before i speak in here, which is why if someone i know says something to me on here, i'll call you or confront you, like i did you, justin doerner, which i expect nothing from my message of 'hey it's jon eirich, give me a call back' because i know, you along with everyone else are too much of a pussy to say what you want to my face...BUT IT'S FUNNY

the other parties true emotions come out on here, or not at all.

i've got a phone #, call me if you got a problem. as for this, it is now closed for your use of communication with me. prank call me or something...610 283 7390

as for this, it is now void. close. you are unable to reach me through the INTERNET

OH MY GOD...now you all will just shut up and never say a word...you fuckin pussies.

see ya.

8:17pm: SHOW!
OCTOBER 2ND
TRAPPE YMCA
TIME: DOORS @ 6 SHOWS STARTS PROMPTLY AT 6:30
COST: 6 OR 7 DOLLARS (DEPENDING ON TENNATIVE BANDS)
BANDS: Marigold (ex- this day forward) www.marigold.com
The Best Kept Secret - www.thebestkeptsecret.tk
etchings - www.purevolume.com/etchings
Phi - web site TBA
TENNATIVE BANDS - The Premier, Arms of Orion
contact www.palisadeproductions.net
or Palisade000@hotmail.com

go...it's actually a good show there....oh my god...no hard core? sweet.

5:22pm: i guess the question that runs through my head these days is why i say what i say.

it's not that i regret it...it's not like i was talkin shit cause it's all been said to at least one persons face...it's a matter of how it can be dealt with to never be forgotten...

it's now been turned into more of a 'i'm the victim...no i'm the victim' senerio. kind of gay...really. cause it will never be resolved...i think i'm the victim because i have in my head my intent with what i said, and they think they are the victim in their head because my intent with what i said was taken differently... personalities were lost to me, surface friendships that were supposed to be deeper than what it was on the inside were terminated...seemingly forever.

and for that i'm sorry that it will never be resolved. they were good friendships while they lasted...but it all falls apart again...nothing lasts forever...

i'm sure our old friendships will turn into acquaintances and a simple hi, how are you, bye senerio...but until then i wish everything that needs to be said should be said to my face and what i have to say to their faces. how? when? where? who cares! it needs to be done. regardless of who forgot about anyone...

but i mean i feel as though i've explained the situation pretty plainly to anyone who cares. comment what you want.

3:54pm: it's like this mr. journal...i learned once and for all the final stretch of peoples imagination. i spoke before i knew the whole story. i was lied to...deceived...and then stopped speaking of the matter until i found the whole story out. and i found the WHOLE story...or was i lied to again? i don't know journal but

'life seems to be going on a downward spiral...and i hope they all get what the earn...'
love,
jon eirich

3:49pm: ugh you fuckin idiots....
if only....i weren't so in love with my thickhead...cause god i love it. cause i'm an idiot...cause i don't know why things happen...cause i can't draw my own fucking conclusion...

you ass...are you that fucking nieve? to think that i was the wrong one? to thing with all the inconceivable bull shit that was spoke when i wasn't around...in impersonal friendships i had for years and years...to think anyone cared about MY blood? no...fuck you...fuck you...are the you fucking nieve? who feels like they are missing out...me or you me or you...who? you? no...me. fuck you empty phone calls that you never made you ass. die for all i care. die for all they will care cause you are the one in...and we are out...so fuck you...fuck you...are you that nieve?

3:30pm: to ziggy, ed, owen, and anyone else...hold no prisoners.
it's good to see that everyone is getting very motivated in their music...trailors and stuff...now more than before. i really appriciate the back stabbing and the losses i've sustained....

you and i are no longer the best of friends....you and i will never be the best of friends again....here's to falling apart you fuck...you'll never live it down you fuck...and i swear to god if i could fucking kill you i would. you are dead to me, my significant other and my baby....you are nothing to us anymore you drunk fuck...your happyness lies in a bottle you drunk fuck...you and your breakdowns can go fuck themselves and don't think for a second you'll always be remembered in this song. you fuckin sell out...heres to falling apart you fuck...


god that'll be a great song.

now that i got my immaturity out for the day, i'm going to tend to my crying baby...whom in fact hasn't hindered me at all in my musical process...funny how things bite people in the ass isn't it?

5:31pm: i like ponies.....

which would explain my obsession for the new mewithoutyou song posted on purevolume.com. it's amazing. if i could kiss arron, i would....ok not really.

char wants to right something...
"jon plays with my little ponies while listening to mewithoutyou and wearing pretty pink polkadoted pleaded demin skirts."

mmhmm.

here's to falling apart you fucks...

7:02pm: A baby is seriously the most beautiful thing that could happen to a person. when Broden came out for the first time, i couldn't help but cry. after i got over thati went and saw the nurses clean him up.

i went back to charlene, allowing the nurses to clean him up faster...and hugged her. i began crying again, profusly appologizing for charlene having to go through all that....but aside, it was the most worth while thing her and i have ever done together...and i love him more than i could have imagined. he's perfect...my baby boy....my broden.


anyway also, recently befor the birth, i had tried out for the band, phi, and had gotten in as the second guitar player/back-up vocals. this pleases me a lot...

the anthony, ryan and joe have been really understanding of the situation, and still support the baby and yet still want me to play for them. unlike the past experiance, the seem to be much more understanding about my pation for music and my passion for broden and that they are 2 seperate things...and that there is still available time for both.

i'm extatic for my future, and pleased to be reassured with my relationship with my girlfriend is great still...and that we will be happy, no matter what.

thanks everyone...remember...i'm always gonna be axl rose, and i will always hate my band. ;-)

11:06pm: yea just got offered to be in a band...i'm happy about it. baby should be home by thursday or friday....finally. i can't wait. blah blah blah...thats about all that will come out of this entry. see ya.

3:30pm: so by nightfall broke up and so did a really great friendship.

but i mean i guess life moves on. char is about to have the baby in about a week i think. i have some other dudes that want to do something with myself and we'll just see what goes on with that too.

as for a last show...i feel as though we should...but i guess i should say to everyone....don't get your hopes up. but if it is thrown on the table...i will deffinatly do it.

as for everything else the job is goin well, although i'm gettin info on better paying jobs, so who knows...when ya don't go to college...you can always look for new jobs...just to get your way around the world...and gain experience from everything possible...so i can choose what is right for me. and when i choose...i can go to that profession...work a while...and get schooling in that specific area so i will gain ground instead of staying in the same dead beat possition for the rest of my life...i suppose i've grown up....at least in that aspect.

i'm still sad about by nightfall...and mad it had to end the way it did...but prolly 2 or 3 bands will emerge from that...and that bringing even more of an abundance of talented people that i have worked with, bringin more people into the scene playing what those 4 other guys did best.

as for me...i have a little plan...nothing too huge yet. i guess we'll see. see ya at the trappe...heh...

5:34pm: yo everyone should go to keiths livejournal and check out the new with resistence...

it's tastful...and different from what they used to be a couple years ago but it's safe to say they've always been amazing.

4:15pm: so last night his mouth ran again
so tonite hers ran more into my heart...

i'm in love with your drama, baby...
i'm in love with your charm
but the more i'll hear these words
the more i'll see all this harm done to her

twisting and turning inside your heart it only clots up this flow of love...and this flow could go so well as if we forgot about the things we have done. so what have we done this time to have such an intermittent flow of love anymore...

i love myself like there is no tomorrow...

and i wish this was all shot to peices
forever...i hope you're never gonna let me go...

don't let this down baby....before i somehow call you my enemy

9:41pm: remember the band 5 ways to die?
yea....new dodgeball team name....

5 WAYS TO DODGE....

yea i made it up...and you mothus are goin down...

that is if i can play....

3:23pm: my dodgeball team has shaped up very well...it's a matter of possibly getting some practice in before the big event...which needs more info posted anyway on date and time.

the team is as follow...
ed,
me
owen
justin f.
w to the arren
and last but not least...THE Nick.

i'd say a winner is in here somewhere.

i need a list of the rules, date and time...when you all die....

10:42am: button makers are expensive...

11:55am: ok i just had to listen to the new zao song on pahardcore 3 times to grasp the amazingness....

but this is huge! jesse, the drummer isn't in it.....which means the band officially took it to the next level and has NO ORIGIONAL members....but this song is amazing...truely amazing...heavy as fuck...uuughhh.....

11:25am: you know what?
i think i graduated the wrong year...all my good friends just graduated...hmmm...and they are all going away....i should be 1 year younger...or should i be 10 years older...

10:49am: so the show is tonite. i hope i have fun. i doubt i will...maybe eddie will make me laugh...or owen too...

i hope the senior week thing went well and safe. i like those kids. i hope they like me still...aside from my bitterness as of late, i like THOSE kids. good kids that are making something of their lives...unlike me...

but i guess i shouldn't say that...i AM making something with my life. i mean i ot the job at the bank, i'll be working sundaysat the record store shortly...and i can always get other little jobs. so this job situation will make me happier....i hope.

hmmm being happy...where the hell did that go?

10:46am: yea went to see dodgeball...really glad everyone called and invited myself and charlene...it was A TON OF FUCKIN FUN!...


you all suck.

6:01pm: i sometimes only think about her on sunny summer rainy days...
how quaint, How cleche...
it's just like trying to grow fake flowers in the garden
these days...

i just want to feel as though she cares
one day we'll find the heir to the throne of our hearts...
or maybe he just needs to be born
for the first time

until then my failure to my faith will eat me alive...
i'm sorry it came down to this...sweet angel of mine...
and this saga will continue...
and i hope we will all be fine...

so will all this continue?
will these fake flowers live forever
in my heart they'll stay for now i'm sure...
i'll just set aside my personal endevors for now and i swear
i'll kill myself next time...

5:37pm: umm so i'm searching through the last 2 pages of my "friends" list...god everyone sucks to an extent. i mean really...what kinda of meaningless entries are these? it's all pretty much a waste of my reading time i would say...hah.

so charlene and i have been talkin latly...and came to a realization that about 75 percent of all these kids reading this right now, probobly will drop char and i as friends once brodin is born.

and you know what mr. livejournal? i hope they drop me sooner than that...cause i'm getting tired of the dirty looks i get from and of them ... (yes most likely you...yes you reading this entry right now)

so again, i hate you all, and i'm begging to become really serious in this livejournal buisness...i used to do it as a joke...now it just makes me want all of you to die. ok? now that we've got that settled...

you all don't call me...haha i find that funny. what kind of messes do i get myself into anyway? i always pick the worste of friends...seriously.

5:31pm:

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